Once again I’ve underestimated just how much actually goes on at Erskine because as you know, I haven’t blogged all semester!
Between trying to figure out the best way to revive a student newspaper, 21 hours of classes (yes, 21 because music stuff counts too!!), working on a business project, attending concerts, visiting friends, etc, I haven’t taken the time to sit down and write about it all. Which is a shame, considering the fact that I’ve done so much since I’ve been here. But, I’m back now (whether you’ve missed me or not) to fill you all in on my Erskine experience.
Today let me share with you some random thoughts as I sit in my room on this rather chilly Tuesday afternoon…
I am blessed.
Now, before you just stop reading and say to yourself, “Here she goes getting all spiritual!” I encourage you to pause right now wherever you are and think about how blessed you are.
***insert long pause here in which you reflect on the facts:
1. you most likely have on clothes now
2. you obtained those clothes with money
3. to make money you probably have a job
4. in order to work efficiently and effectively you must be healthy
5. if you’re healthy that means you’re getting nutrition from food
6. you probably have more than one option for what kind of meal you want to have
7. most people can eat at a dining table
8. which is in a house
9. that you live in with your family
…well, the list could continue on & on but I think you are getting the picture.
So, hopefully by now you’ve reflected on all these things and aren’t you thankful for everything you’re blessed with?! I know its Novemeber (already?!) but just because this is the season of thanksgiving don’t become apathetic about it. In this life, it’s so easy to take everything we have for granted but do me a favor and please try (I will be trying myself) to just thank God for ONE simple blessing every morning when you wake up.
There’s nothing wrong with reflection. In fact I think reflecting allows you to just be still and think about life in general. Maybe its just cause it finally hit me that I’m a Junior in college (yikes!) and that I still have no idea what step to take after this…
Grad school? Pursue music? Work for a news station? Or even (dun dun dun…) come back to Erskine to work? (I call it one of the Christian College Problems…where the alumni try to come back to work there if all else fails, though there’s nothing wrong with that…ha)
There’s nothing wrong with not knowing. I think its just hard for us to truly be okay with uncertainty. And isn’t that unfortunate when we know that Christ already has it all figured out? All we have to do is take the time to seek out His will and actually OBEY it.
I don’t know what you may be going through right now, but I pray that you realize just how blessed you truly are. Its so easy to gravitate toward all the wrongs in our lives but know that just like Joseph in the Bible, God can take all of your wrongs and turn them into good!
Instead of focusing on how things could have been, focus on making things the way they aught to be.